Occasionally you run into a person, in your life, real or virtual, that just affects your body, mind and soul. Just a look can crush or lift, just a word can chill or enflame. A woman that so totally gets under your skin, in the best and the worst of ways, you have no other way to define it except “Love”.
I find myself here, more than a year since I first stumbled across Liane, by accident. Still in that state of wonderment, each day I spend in her presence, is like the first time. Sure, I have learned new and wonderful things about her each day, and yet each day is like my very first time meeting her.
She leaves me feeling like a blushing, palm sweating teen-age boy. Like I have totally surrendered my all to her, and while I spin out of control, lost in the lyrics of her siren song, I find myself hoping the ride will never end.
It is more than physical, it is more than mental, and it is more than metaphysical. It is all of that and none of that.
Here I have thrown down a bunch of words, meaningless to you all, except to me and to Liane. Maybe some day she will read these lines and laugh, cry, and maybe even ponder the “what if”. For the rest of you, know this much, Liane is an amazingly complex woman, she is not something you just figure out right away. The best I can hope for is to stay in her life until the end.
“The end” being defined as, she will either kill me or marry me.